Monday, October 19, 2009

Psych...maybe I do know something?

I'm really good at failing to study, talented at it in fact. This note expresses some of that extreme talent...lately all I've wanted to do is write and not study. I don't really care how fast people for get sensory memories, it just reminds me how fragile they are. I hate that when people say, "at least you have the memory of it/them/that/whatever cause memory isn't really real or constant, it grows and changes over time, warps to what we wanted the moment to be, I know when I'm remembering a moment it isn't really real, it's just me taking the bare minimum of those few seconds and highlighting what I want to matter, then elaborating on this. Memories change and grow, just as thoughts and ideas do, because that is simply all they are. Thoughts and ideas of the past. We can't really rely on them for any sort of truth of explanation because they are never really that accurate, ah but now I am just repeating my self!

Sunday, October 04, 2009


Okay so I know that I am supposed to post these every Wednesday, but that has just not been happening for me...I have been way to busy with school! I know, I know pritorize, time manganment, whatever. This isn't really on the top of my actually didn't even make the cut for the list :P

Anyway I guess I should start with an update and a note on the reason I've been so busy...Its because of school, okay? SCHOOL!

I've had a lot of moments lately where I haven't known what is going on with my life or myself, but for the moment I'm just gonna sit back and try and just enjoy what life is throwing at me, and take whatever bad stuff that comes along as best as I can. Right now everything is pretty good, school is going well so far, though still need to study more...haha

I am falling asleep...i'll try to write something again sooooon, but it probably wont happen...gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Good Night!